mea culpa

I was born and raised on this world by my beloved parents. From the time I came out of my mother's womb, they showered me with their steadfast love, hoping that I will grow to be a sucessful person. They imbued upon me values that are supposed to be learned at home. They molded me, and taught me right from wrong. They gave everything that I wanted. They sacrificed a lot of things just for my happiness, but then, I took advantage of it.

Problems arrived in my teenage period, when I started high school. Sometimes I wish that I can see things on a different perspective, and not rely on alcohol, cigarettes, and women. Yes, I drink and smoke, and my sexual life became active. I knew that it was not right, that it could ruin my future. I did not think about my future back then. I was engrossed on the wonderful effects of alcohol, the elegance of the whirling smoke, and the heaven felt with orgasms. In short, I became a lost sheep, far away from the flock.

I'm trying to change all I've done now. It's hard, I just need perseverance. God help me. To my parents, mea culpa. I apologize.